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'Cos i want it all, or nothing at all
There's nowhere else to fall
When you reached the bottom
It's now, or never>>

I was just browsing through friendster, viewing my secondary school friends' profiles.
I was just randomly lookin at their photos, &viewing the testimonials they had.
&then i realised, how much i miss their companionship &nonsense, retardness &rubbish, love &care, &just them.


&now, i discovered that their friendships are the ones which can't be replaced.
No. I knew it long time ago.

Labels: friendships that seems out of grasp

Sunday, March 30, 2008;

♥ 3/30/2008 08:30:00 AM

You know i'd fight for you
But how could i fight for someone who isn't even there
&the rest of you, i want the best of you
I dont care if that's not fair>>


I feel like a robot.
I feel as though my daily life is sinking into a (stinky)routine, which kind of really sucks.
&i feel as though my life's being controlled by my player out there in another world. :\
What a way to start a post.


Anyways, this week would have been great, if not for the existence of thursday.
Tues was nonsensecrap. We din have any teachers in all the lessons, cept for history lecture, which in anyway, doesn't really matter. :\ Please, i dont even know why i go school for.
Wed was alright. Day at Red Cross Home for the Disabled wasn't too bad as well. (: Although i rammed my right shin into onto of the resident's metal bed. ): &i took the long bus ride 106 back with yuliang.
Fri was pretty normal. Since the lectures were held in lt5 again, &mr leow are back in class.
But Thurs was actually quite horrible. It was as though i woke up at the wrong side of the bed, which is less likely to be the case, since my bed is against the wall. But yeah, it felt as though anything &everything would get on my nerves somehow, &i'm just ready to burst anytime. It just feels like, A BAD DAY. :\
&i did burst. :\ To all my friends/classmates whom i burst at on thurs. I'm terrible sorry. Nonetheless, i'm still glad that thurs is over &long gone. &almostthankful, that i din die that day, from anything.


I was supposed to go for ac carnival today, since bryan generously gave us his 20bucks coupons. But aaron decided not to head down for it, so huili &i didnt go as well. :\
I dunno, mixed emotions.
So we (bryan ky aaron huili hy &i) headed down to jec for lunch. Hy left, &we went to catch 'The Orphanage'. ): The show came up to be a disappointment.
Despite the advertisement &trailer being so 'convincing', we still spent wasted 9.5$ on the film. Like what aaron said, 'it's not a horror to us, but a horror to our wallets'.
Although some parts were freaky, i still think it's not worth the money. :\


I guess the recent films i really enjoy are Harry Potter, Resident Evil &Spiderman. :D
Come to think of it, i watched Harry2 with my pri school friends, Harry3 with my sec school friends &RE all three with aaron (of which, RE 1 &2 in china). (:




Supposed you like a certain thing, which is a very unique one &is the only piece left in the world.
You want it, you've been eyeing it for a really long time, &you soon grow to realise that you really like it, alot.
But alas, your friend (a rather good &close one) actually has her eyes on it as well.
Would you give it up for her? Or would you try to cling onto it?
; Knowing myself, i'd give it up for my friend. Yes, i would.
But i know deep inside of me, i want to ever so badly as well. &now, i find myself stuck in the middle, middle of giving up &clinging onto it.
I dunno. It seems kind of suffocating in there. I wish i can wriggle free. :\


Sometime, night seems impossible to survive through;

Labels: in the middle of giving up and keeping it., my week

Tuesday, March 25, 2008;

♥ 3/25/2008 06:51:00 AM

&i feel like, i'm living the worst day
Over &over again
&i feel like, the summer's leaving again>>


I'm tired, very. But i cant get to sleep somehow.


Let's talk about today. (:
This monday is definitely one spent without any monday blues!
Due to some cultural diplomacy (CDAYL) event hosted in jjc, many teachers are down for duties &shifts. Which allows us to enjoy the luxury of having two extra lessons cancelled! Plus, our gp teacher's absent for the day. (:
C'mon. Feel our joy. :D
So, for the rare-est time in j2, we were released at 1230pm!
So, we decided to catch a movie! We were all anticipating, wanting to catch 'The Orphanage'
but there werent any suitable timeslots. :\ So we caught 'Semi-pro' instead.
Which is URKK. Sure, it's comical &lame &funny, but this show is seriously brainless. I'd say it isn't worth the money at all. ): Even huiyee &huili feels this way!
But then again, i caught the movie with good company. :D
Aaron bryan kokyao &us, the three girls. We occupied the last row of seats in the theater &we made hell load of noise during the show.
LOL; throwing popcorns all around, biting one another, kneeling on the floor to find missing items, climbing over the chair &tripped, going in the wrong direction when going toilet. HAHA! Shit, it's so embarrassing but i definitely wouldn't mind doing them all over again with y'all. (:
But maybe we can catch another movie this time, yes? (:


Anyways, i'm suffering from blisters on both my feet. My orange haivanas' fault. :\
Ugh! &i stupidly went to scratch, forgetting that there's blister. ):


Hokay, hokay.
I'm suffering from another blue black on my left arm. :\
&i'm typing so much rubbish cos i'm not feeling sleepy.
&&i realised i need to get settled down, insted of myself being drifted in the 'holiday mood', still.
&&&i think i should just end my blog post here.
Period.

Labels: 'Semi-Pro', aother blueblack, monday blues(not this time-exclamation mark)

Sunday, March 23, 2008;

♥ 3/23/2008 08:37:00 AM

What hurts the most, was being so close
&having so much to say, &watching you walk away>>


It suddenly dawn on me that i've been reaching &grabbing on something that's not real &might will just crumble &fall to the ground anytime.
I came to realise that it's false hope that i always pinned all my faith &wish on.
&i recently discover that, although i always said "&it seems to be slipping away from me again". It's all wrong.
Cos i've never owned it before, in the first place. Never, ever.


No, i shouldn't be thinking so much, so deep.
No, i shouldn't even be bothered with these stuff.
&yes, i should just continue to learn how to let everything go.


&suddenly, it feels as though the sky might just fall on us anytime.

Labels: false hope

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♥ 3/23/2008 07:45:00 AM

That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
&i can't stand you
Most everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile>>


Greetings! (:
I spent a little time catching up with kong around midnight, last night. (: It's pretty much like those good ol' times, when we just retardedly talk about everything.
Haha. FISH! Rmbr to show me huh. (:


Sooo, anyways. Went back school for a chem lesson with ben ky des hy hl &myself. Huili &i were standing outside school waiting for mr koh to leave the gate, before we rushed in like some intruders. He's catching people who isn't in appropriate attire!
TSK. I mean, c'mon! It's a weekend, give us some break. :\
&after chem, was lunch with hy &hl. :D Before heading down to huili's cousin's house to kill some time. Junior boi (the pet dog) is pretty cute &a little emo &friendly &ultra active. :D
Left for huili's house, &before soon. The rest arrived. (: Kokyao, desmond, bryan, aaron, myself, plus huili's friend.
Poker cards, pineapple rice, cheese tofu, scary movie 4, mahjong, WWE slamdown :\, &checking out huili's closet of clothes. Fun night, spent with fun company. (: How i wish weekend doesnt end.
All good things still come to an end, &i left for home.
Haha! Something embarrassing, with my ultra micro-brain for directions, i nearly got lost from huili's place to the mrt station. Which is actually really near. :\




Sometimes, when you think a little too much, you tend to expect a little too much.
&when you expect a little too much, you'll always end up getting disappointed &upset a little too much.
Which clearly explains how i feel now. :\
But well, it's okay. I'll get over it soon. &i'd better be. (:


I'm dead tired. &i cant wait to get to bed.
G'nights!

Labels: disappointed(but i cant do anything), huili's house

Saturday, March 22, 2008;

♥ 3/22/2008 07:05:00 AM

What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do
How did I fall in love with you>>


My family's awesome, like really. (:
We had a re-reunion dinner again, with the whole extend family tonight.
Cos the family was thinking that grandfather didnt get to have reunion dinner with us, due to his stay in the hospital. So there! Re-reunion dinner. :D
Almost everyone from the family was there, &the whole house seems so crowded out of a sudden again. (: It's like, there's not enough space for everyone!
There's the living, where the loud speaking adults will stay put at. Then the room with tv, where the tv addicts would go to. &the room with the toilet, where the adult females will stay in to chitchat. &lastly, the last room, where cousins &i would occupied. Hahah. Bingo-ing the day away. loser having to treat ice-cream. How fun. :D
My family's truly 'LOVE'.


Anyways, it's good friday today &there's no school though it's a friday.
&&it's joshua kong's &simon lo's & nicholas tang's birthday! (of whom, all three i know wont visit this blog. :\)
Hahaha. But nonetheles, i'm still dedicating the space below for them! (:
Nicholas tang;
Hello youu! :D I still rmbr you and joel treating my head like a drum when i was in sec2, you in sec3, &him in sec4. TSK! Anyways it's still nice seeing you every once in awhile. (: Take cares!
Simon lo;
Welfareeee! Haha. Eeyer, i still feel more comfortable calling saleha that. (: Owells, i miss you tootatedness, asking us to pay you money during camps &meetings. I miss you having to check the logistic, doing sai-gang. I miss you saying lame jokes in redcross room &saying the word 'WOLS'. &of cos, eating that spicy spicy prawn mee. :D I miss our exco too!
I wish you lucks in everything that you do. &of cos, meet up one day as an exco i hope. :D
Joshua kong;
Fishy! King kong ting tang tong! Kong ba bao! Hahah, oh my. I still rmbr i gave you numerous nicknames. (: Haha, those good ol' times.
So, though we've drifted apart, &are not as close as we used to be. But i still want you to know that your friendship is one which i'll definitely treasure. (: You were always there for me, &thanks to you! I pulled through O levels &those bullshit times in sec4. Haha! Rmbr those times duing study leave, when we woke up early &attended school as usual, to study at learn@fairfield? Or those times when we go to queensway lib to study, or nus lib. :D Haha, &those retarded long msges &calls, yes? Haha.
Well, i miss your retardedness in every single way. :D Heh. Sooo, best of luck in the approaching stressful days &terms. Hang in there &know that youre no alone. :D Friendship stays i hope!
Sooooo, happy birthday to the three guys i mentioned above. :D





But i need you to know, i'm not feeling okay. :\

Labels: happy birthday to joshua simon nicholas, re-reunion dinner (exclamation mark)

Wednesday, March 19, 2008;

♥ 3/19/2008 06:24:00 AM

What hurts the most, was being so close
Having so much to say, &watching you walk away>>


134! NOT 314! )':


I've came to realise that i've been increasingly distant from a certain smth which once held a really important &special place in my heart.
Well, i mean. It still do, of cos. But it's getting really tough to just make time for, let alone focus or participate in the events. :\
&all i can do is to just sit quietly at a corner, seeing all the others who jolly well can afford the time, enjoy.
Many people, if not all, based their judgements when they see the results &actions. So, little, if not none, would believe.
But my point is: it still holds that same important &special place in me.
Will you believe? :\


&anyways, just a random note.
I felt my whole right shin hit the ground painfully, when i did the last jump of SBJ.
My right kneecap gave way out of a sudden when i was going up the stairs in school today, which nearly causes me to fall face-flat. (Thank goodness i din)
The left index fingertip feels really itchy. :\ I wish i could cut it off.
My left shoulder blade welcomes a new blue-black.


&oh!
Dearest brother, although you've been really irritating &horrible &terrible &disgusting &noisy &disturbing.
It sucks still, that you're ill &your irritating shouts no longer fill the house. :\
I miss you piggybacking me.
Sooo, get well soonrightaway, sweets. :D

Labels: i love my brother (even though he's sickingly sick), it still matter in my heart, random

Tuesday, March 18, 2008;

♥ 3/18/2008 02:02:00 AM

Another day without you with me
It's like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait, i can wait forever>>


School's starting. School's starting. School's starting.
Owells, wake up.
School started! ):


One day of school has already pass. But my mindset still remains.
I hate school, still.
Just that i hate block test/ papers/ exam/ common tests, even more. )):
&we've to sit for a maths block test tmr!


Get me out of school. (thank you very much.)

Labels: i really really should get back to maths., maths block test tmr

Saturday, March 15, 2008;

♥ 3/15/2008 08:56:00 PM

Everbody needs a best friend
To understand, to take your hand
Yknow, whenever life puts you through
I'll be there for you>>


Last night was love! Last night was totally love! (:
It's just like the retarded good ol' times. :D
After waiting for bout an hour &a half, the 6 of us managed to have a full gathering.
I really like being with them! (:
Not that my curent classmates &friends are no good. I mena, they're equally good! &i love their company.
But somehow, being with them &with them, are just different. (:
I was really 'wenfang', the whole night, &i feel so free. It felt as though i was restricted &bound to a corner for the past year, &last night was the time when i truly taste the freedom.
I don't know what to say. No, there're so much to be said &i can't wait to fill you guys bout the night out with them. But i don't know where to start. Heh.
The girls coloured my life. ♥

























But it felt like yesterday's heaven, today's dropped back into not-so-heaven. &in two days' time, it'll be a further drop back into hell. I really dread school lah! ):
It feels as though i haven even rested enough, nor catch up enough with my friends, nor play enough, nor revise enough!
Please, one week break just isn't enough.
More, more, more.
I want more!

Labels: dinner with with girls (exclamation mark), school's starting (sad face)

Friday, March 14, 2008;

♥ 3/14/2008 05:35:00 PM

I don't know what hurts worse baby
Seeing you with her or being alone
I know she doesn't love you baby, not like I did
Oh, what's the point you're not listening anyway>>


G'mornings! (:
&i'm supposed to blog bout the gathering we had ytd, so everyone can get the pictures from my blog since i cant go online. =p
Sooo, first. Everything seems to messed up! :\
Huiyee called to say she'll be late, cos she's waiting for huili.
Then bryan called to say he'll be late, when i'm already at the station.
So i called beeping, &she said she'll be coming with bryan. ):
&so, that explain why i'm sitting like an idiot at the platform.
&then i saw my new MAT friend, aaron teo. :D


We went cineleisure for a movie, instead of the initial ps. &that causes des &afew of us to get a little piss-y. :\
But owells, the movie settled everything. (: Step up 2 wasn't as nice as the first one! &i'm not really sure if it's worth the money. But it's okay! Students' promo. :D
After the movie, the girls were frantically looking for a vacant place to pee, in the end, we went to the third level only to discover the toilet's as crowded as the others. :\
Oh! I saw edmund choo jia qing. :D Xiao choo! Hahahah, not once, but thrice at different places. Not bad ar! He's honoured! :D


Then we left for dover station to meet rp &zw. &then we took another bus ride down to Fortune Cuisine. (:
We started attacking the tempura &soft shell crab like nobody's business.
Huili knocked over the chair &beeping dropped the chopstick the moment we got there.
Ruiping kept having to stop huiyee from drinking the drink to get herself full.
Ruiping will be crowned the 'Mushroom Queen' while aaron should be crowned the 'Mushroom King'.
Bryan attacked the cakes like no tomorrow.
Huiyee &i got mad by adding seaweed into kokyao's icecream, while in turn led to a series of actions. :D
Ruiping &i got fascinated by the Mas Selemat postcard.
We got some Durex postcards for the guys, which in turn led to a whole lot of embarrassing moments.
Aaron kept attacking the mushroom. The guys even joked that he ate sixty bucks worth of mushroom. Haha!
We met mr leow, &so coincidence, benjamin came! :D
The dinner buffet pricing for us is only 16.8$ per person! Student price! :D
We had a group photo! (:
&many many more. :D
Ooh, class outing became a clique gathering + zhewen.
It's okay i guess, since we all had fun. (:




















(Photos are in random order.)


I shan't say no more, but yes. I guess it is a little difficult to have a proper, full class gathering. :\
We thought the gathering would be a sucess, since most of us wanted a bonded class. But i din expect the last min decisions were so abrupt.
Well, at least we know this. No one can blame us for not having any class outings. I mean, we tried, the class tried. Just that nothing turns out the way we wanted.
Nonetheless, i hope dinner at the other side is fun, cos i know the dinner here is fun. :D
Another time, maybe? :\ we shall see.


Owells, i'm kind of feeling down &upset &the emotions i tried so hard to burry within my heart atually came gushing up, my throat, &nearly out of my mouth.
I dunno. Why is it so hard to just get over it? :\
I tried convincing myself that i already did. Cos i thought that when i do that, it'd be a much easier task to accomplish.
But shit happens, so i guess i can only come on myself to recover &slowly get onto my feet. Not that i like to be alone when facing problems. It's just that i found out i dont really have any soulmates to confide in. Soulmates aren't just anybody, the feeling gotta be right &you must be realy comfortable with him/her.
I had szemian, joshuakong, nirma, &afew others.
But when i stepped into a different college, when some stepped into other colleges/poly. The friendship between us just seems to crumble &fall. ): it's just so upsetting to witness it.
They used to be the pillars of my life, supporting me &guiding me along. &i know that no matter what happens, i know i've them by my side to listen to my rantings &all.
But right now, i feel that their places in my place are vacant, &none of them are in sight. ):
It's so easy to forge new frienships, but so difficult to maintain old ones at the same time.
Owells, other than szemian who really truly totally understand whatever i feel all the times. I guess it's really hard to find another. :\
So, right now. I've only myself to rely on. Only myself to count on to get myself stand back onto my feet. &only myself to confide in.
Like what i always say, dont worry.
Cos tootated wenfang will be back soon, even if it's just superficial.


Hokay! Back on a lighter note, it's dinner with the girls tonight. :D
Goodness, my stomach's gonna explode! I'm still feeling full from ytd's dinner.
BARFF!

Labels: dinner tonight with the girls, dinner with clique last night, i miss my soulmates (crying face)

Thursday, March 13, 2008;

♥ 3/13/2008 04:53:00 PM

We're talking life power, redcross power
The power to be the best that we can be
We're saying life power, setting us free
Redcross is life power, the power of humanity>>


Time just zoom past so fast!
Now, it's already thursday. &before i knew it, holidays will end &we'll all be stuck back into the dreadful routine, having to wake up at such unearthly hours to go to school, stoning &trying not to fall asleep during lectures &tutorials, then coming back home to do revision (or many cases, just stone again or sleep).
Oh wells, i'm really really dreading it. ):
I mean, although school's isnt much of a bore with my interesting classmates &girlfriends. (: &wenfang's no longer that anti towards her school now.
BUT STILL!, i'm dreading school! ):


The clock just kept ticking &ticking it's whole life away.
&there's no way we can make it stop. ): Alright, maybe we do. Just pluck out the batteries.
But it doesnt solve the problem! I mean, the real clock is forever ticking away still. :\


Yknow, in games or anything not real. There always seems to be another alternative to stop it when we feel like it.
For example, online games &electronic games. When we feel irritated by the game, or we simply feel like escaping from the game, we just switch off the switch or exit the window.
For example, dreams. If the dream appear to be too scary, or it just isnt the one we fancy. Simple. Just snap ourselve out of the sleep, &we'll be free from the dream.
For example, When we're playing a game of badminton or soccer or tennis or basketball or whatever. When we feel like we're tired of it, we simply call for a substitute or OUT, or simply cancel the game. For torunaments, we can even call for 'Half-time'!


But yet, when you realise, that in life it's a whole new different story.
No matter how weary we are, no matter how tired we are, no matter how irritated we feel, &how much we felt like giving up. WE CAN'T!
There's no refresh buttons, there's no option for you to choose 'Pause' or 'End game', &there's no exit signs around at all.


There're many a times when i just got so tired &weary, &all i need was seriously just a break from everything. (&i'm dure for you who's reading this, as well)
But to my dismay, i found out that no breaks actually exist in life. You've gotta continue with whatever shit you're doing, whether or not they'll succeed, cos you got to learn &know that there's no such thing called the 'refresh button'!
Sure, people said that life's tiring, but friends will pull you through. Well, i said it before, &i'm still saying it.
But who am i kidding? I know it doesnt work out that way.
You know.
In fact, we all know.


Sooo my point is. There're periods in my life when i feel like just giving up the whole damn thing, &take a break from everything.
&that's when i realised, we can't steal a break from life. :\


But times like these, i'm really tired. &i feel like giving in.
Come what may, die then die lah.

Labels: holidays are ending (saddddd face), life like this

Tuesday, March 11, 2008;

♥ 3/11/2008 07:44:00 AM

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
&i just can't let you leave me once again
I'd do anything just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cos somehow I can't put you in the past>>


I spent today You-tubeing, &i finished watching the korean drama My Girl already.
Oh my, the first 13 episodes, make you laugh &laugh. While the last 3 episodes, your tears will keep flowing.
Tsk, it's such a nice show seriously!
&i was so sad when i discover that i finished watching the whole drama. :\
&please, Lee Dong Wook (who acted as Xue Gong Can in the show) is seriously damn hot &drop dead handsome. :D :D :D



He seems so perfect &sweeeettt. (:
He's my new heart candy. Heh
♥s!


Anyways, i miss biology practicals.
Cos it's the only lesson when we'll start doing nonsensical stuff like miss calling one another a gazillion times, msging one another, glare &stare at one another to get their attention before looking away, &writing nonsense on paper towels &passing around the classroom.
Hahah, we're retarded yo! :D





Anyways, due to the fact that many, if not most people, who can't make it tmr.
The dinner with s25 loves is cancelled. :\
Well, another time i suppose!

Labels: bio pracs with class are missed, LEE DONG WOOK (exclamation mark plus kisses), plans cancelled (sad face)

Monday, March 10, 2008;

♥ 3/10/2008 06:16:00 AM

Oh my pretty pretty boy, i love you
Like i never ever love no one before you
Pretty pretty boy i do
Just tell me you love me too>>


I feel the need to blog bout this.
i'm looking forward to seeing the girls on friday for dinner!
All nirma yenyee grace val and joa.
Oh joy. I certainly hope all of us are able to make it!


&joa has been such a dear!
She sent me a greeting ecard, to cheer me up over the chi a lvl results!
The message goes
: "CHEER UP MY FRIEND!
Hahaha alamak. Just when i was about to send you then you come and talk to me online, spoil the surprise =(
Anyway, it's okay wenfang.
Although we don't talk a lot anymore but i share your pain when you're sad over your results.
In any case, i still think you're really good!
So don't worry about it because it's over already ya. =D
I'm sure you'll do well for the rest of the subjects in Alevels this year =D
Take care! Be happy again soon! =D =D =D "


Joaquinnnna! Despite me pronouncing your chinese name wrongly, you're still as sweet as a candy! (:

Labels: i have sweet friends. (:

Sunday, March 09, 2008;

♥ 3/09/2008 08:08:00 PM

I don't know what I want, so don't ask me
Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one
Who feels the way I do>>


Dropped by LTC 0408 in fairfield last evening for survival cooking &campfire. :D
Though it's the smallest campfire i've ever seen, in terms of strength. But i suppose it's a really refreshing one for most of us, since the theme is slumber party, with everyone dressed up in pjs &clinging onto their favourite soft toys. Hahah, some of them even look like little kids! (:
'I've got peace like a river', 'Hokey Pokey', 'Dum Dum Dee Dee', 'Red Cross Power', 'At the beginning with you', bedtime peformance, friendship dance.
&then, comes the closure of the campfire. (:


A pity i din get to stay back for the tent pitching &confidence walk. But owells, there's always a next time (i hope)!
Speaking of confidence walk, the most memorable one was JTC 05, the one which our exco planned. Heh, chanel playing piano, carissa &i acted like we're playing chess in the dark, the rest were acting like ghost along the trail. :D
Oh, how could i forgot. Carissa &i screamed while planning the 'ghost story' that were supposed to accompany the cadets throughout the trail. :D
That is what joy is all about. (:


Sooo, photos from last night's campfire!







Everytime i stepped back into fairfield for any redcross events/trainings. I always miss our exco. (:
I miss the times we shared, even the bad times we had. I miss how we care for one another, &how the quarrels made us tear at times. I miss how retarded when we hunt for mac/kfc/pizza hut phone number on saturdays meetings, &how we complain about meetings. I miss how we rushed up to the redcross room with our packeted food for afterschool meetings, &how irritated we look when the room's untidy. I miss how all of us would gather in the room on fridays getting ready for trainings, &how tired we'll all be after the training.
I just miss all the events we planned &executed. I think i'm bias but i keep feeling that all the events under our batch are so fun, so good!
Hah, enough said. I know i'm bias. (:



Exco 05/06.
Much ♥s!

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